merry christmas from the nelsons 2007

saving all of my christmas scrilla to go back.

this choreography is killer.
must take erica sobol's class.



kourtni is amazing, and the girl in the grey shirt is the best thing i've ever seen



there she is again

i bought four pairs of earrings today.

im in my alice and wonderland bed tonight.
it's pushed away from the window. all that is left is a bookshelf and a bed.
my dad is painting the walls universal khaki tomorrow morning- removing yellow and blue from its union with red.

it's all so perfect.
ugly to me.
cheryl has PATINA CHRISTMAS sprinkled across every bit of furniture upstairs and has trailed into my bathroom downstairs...soon my room will be next. (not patina the store.)

i was looking through her gaudy jewelry this afternoon, bored, trying to find a necklace to wear to the staff christmas party at pier- she leaned over my shoulder to proudly say "you'll inherit all of this someday"

yikes.

she's funny.

gram is coming on tuesday. it will be fun to make her laugh.

cheryl has sparkling styrofoam balls hanging from my bathroom mirror.

when i walked in tonight after the party, a new snowflake was hanging from the entry window. where does she get the shit?

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this is the first time in years - the snow doesn't make me lonely
i walked upstairs to grab my computer cord and river falls glowed a beautiful purple.
night terrors and the french door to our old houses downstairs hardly bother me. i guess im thinking about it. wondering why im not feeling scared for christmas.

maybe ive completely transformed. i can't imagine why i ever felt scared. ever felt lonely when my dad was always sitting beside me at our electric fireplace.

im so excited for christmas.
im tempted to stick a full size christmas tree in mikes apartment before he comes home tomorrow. decorate it in girly ornaments-ballerinas/fairies/etc.
i want to sled. i want to drink a bottle of wine over some christmas tunes with lisa and anyone else that cares to join- bells will be ringing. oh what a christmas.

two weeks ago we got cheryl requesting to sing away in a mangier .

i don't have pierced ears.

my first entry.

he's so cool.



they're so wonderful.



and this is so great.